Life is hard

So, I've lived in Utah now for almost 9 months. Pretty impressive for someone who misses California almost daily. I love school & I love my new friends but life here is hard for me.
I'm constantly sick & finding a job seems to be almost impossible. I know that eventually I will get stronger but for now I must be strong through these trials. Doesn't seem easy but some how I must manage it.
I miss my family & friends back in Cali so much. I'm grateful for the friends I've made here but sometimes I wish I could blend the two. I know that there are things I need in this life that I cannot have at this moment.
Life is hard but worth every minute